
OK this is where I am. Yes, the Doghouse. Ever notice how some things are so simple there is little thought required. That's because there is -- little thought -- it seems. Here is how my feeble mind thinks.
I quit smoking on Jan 4
th. In my mind this is great, well deserving of a treat. My mind needs something to keep it active and working, without wanting, or thinking of the prior habit. I hope I wont remember what it was and want to start again.
In a nutshell, pretty simple, huh. Not only that, but, by my calculations, which are of coarse askew, because they are "my calculations". It seemed not only have I quit something that was unhealthy,but also, I have saved a bit of cash in the process. My askew calculations equal. One pack of cancer = 4 dollars. My addiction 2 packs of cancer a day = 8 dollars. One month of forgetting I have this addiction = 240 dollars saved so far.
So, I have now reached a pinnacle. I have stopped smoking for a month. I have saved money, and , I have
heathysized my life a little. My decision is to treat my mind with something that will keep it happy and occupied for the feat it has just conquered.
Ahh, a new camera lens. That would be perfect, with my brain too worried about what shutter speed to use, it will never notice that I no longer smoke.
Here is where even my math, which I have noticed from time to time to be rather accurate, takes a hard right turn. The new lens I was wanting cost 500 dollars brand new. The amount I have to spend 240.
Hhumm, maybe I'll wait another month, this would have been the correct decision. Or, maybe, I can find this on
craigslist cheaper. Ah yes, I'll check. I do in fact see the lens I want.
Tokina 80-400MM lens, the price 350 dollars. Much better. Not only that, but I talk him into throwing in another lens that I was also wanting for only 25 dollars more. That's a total of 375 for two lenses that would cost me about 650 brand new. WOW. Hind sight shows me I'm still not where I should be on price vs savings. But, I must have forgot what I was doing because the next thing I knew I had bought the lenses with some money that should have made it into the saving account. I do not remember any reasoning or rationalities involved. I just remember having two lenses and trying to figure out a way to explain it. To make matters worse I have yet to purchase my wife's Christmas present. I know , I know, sounds really bad. And I don't have a really good explanation here either. Only defense is, I know what she wants and need to have her pick it out. You know so its perfect for her.
My wife is one of those headstrong people. You know, the kind that tells them self this is gonna happen and doesn't let anything get in the way of that happening. So for her it was pretty simple. Money not in bank=punish those involved. Rightfully so!.
Did I learn anything? Yes. Don't trust your brain. It has a way of twisting the facts and making things look perfectly clear. Only to get want it wants.